I'm writing this basically just to get a few idle thoughts down where I can look at them and mull them over, and to inform my watchers about some art concepts I've been toying with.
I include my previous journal entry in with this one for two reasons. One, I just couldn't bear to part with something that meant a great deal to me to say. And two, the feelings expressed by it are just as relevant now as when I wrote it. Therefore I'll include it at the end of this journal.
So, as far as art goes, I've been playing with the idea of doing an illustration of a character from Pink Floyd's album, The Wall. The character is, namely, Pink's adulterous wife, who betrays the protagonist (Pink) because of his emotional indifference and seeming coldness towards her (for more information listen to the album, a masterwork, or go to www.thewallanalysis.com). I considered drawing this character in particular because her part in the album is very powerful and influential to its plotline and the songs in which she is featured define her persona with exquisite accuracy. I can envision her physical shape almost perfectly. A few details of her form remain a bit shady in my mind, but apart from that it's as if I knew her in person. I'm not going to give a description of how I envision her here, but I will warn you that this will be a bit more outlandish than anything I've drawn before. Don't worry, it won't be vulgar or offensive, just a little different than my usual suit.
As far as writing goes, I've hit an all time low. Nothing seems to flow, and I need something fresh and imaginative to work on. For one, I've written enough of the emotional sentiment and drivel, so I'm looking for something fast-paced and action packed, or at least something more cold and mental, rather than warm, fuzzy stuff...-continues to rant-

Well. If you reached this point, thanks for reading everything I just spent ten minutes writing. Your patience and devotion is appreciated greatly. If you skipped to this part then shame on you! Go back and read the rest of the journal.

And, as promised, here is the previous journal entry that I just can't let go of yet. I love it (and all of you) too much.

Goodbye, Farewell and Amen
The school year has finally come to a close, and I am overwhelmed by a sudden flood of emotion that I haven't felt in a long time. Grief, anguish, longing, hope, joy and loneliness mingle in a chaotic mass of feeling. I'm going to miss all of my friends, my teachers, the classes, and pretty much anything else you can name. I want any of my school friends who are reading this to know that I love you more than I could describe, that if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here, and that you are, without a single doubt, the best thing that God has ever given me next to salvation. The grief I feel at separation from you all is accented by a hope that the separation won't be an inhibition on our friendship, that we'll still be just as strong.
Thank you for everything that you've given me, and everything that you've shown me, and thank you, most of all, for just being there for me. I cannot begin to express how grateful I am to all of you, and how much you all mean to me, each and every one of you.
- Your loyal and loving friend